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KyuubiNaru-chan

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Not again

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I'm in a depressed mood again...
bleeeeeeeh I hate feeling this way
sleeping it off isn't helping much either.
I'm tired but I can't sleep...
I just don't care anymore.

I'll just wait it out like usual until I feel better.
Darn winter! Your probably the reason why I feel this way!
STRESS! >:-[
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:iconkisakat202: you are just....I have no idea how to explain how happy you have made me!

I have been grieving over how I should get the new IU Last Fantasy album. I wasn't sure if I should order it online or ask my aunt in Korea to buy it or whatever else way there is to get it. And just now, I mean literally moments ago, my BESTEST friend came over in the middle of the night out of the blue. I was confused as to who was knocking on my door and quite frankly why this late. And it was my BFF with my surprise special Christmas gift delivery! I was so happy, excited, and surprised to see her handing me the album that I have been wanting for a long time now; I actually fell over once I had the album in hand! Seriously I was NOT expecting this at all!  ( I only talked about IU to her about I think 3 times?)

:heart: I can't say how much I love and thank you Cat!!!! :] :heart:


You can expect a nice special gift from me when you get back from your winter break trip! ;)



P.S. I love all my friends! You guys make me so happy! And it's really weird that you all seem to make me really happy right when I feel blue :? It must be an empathy thing or something :) Whatever it is I love you guys! :heart:
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Okay...
So I think I had my first panic attack EVER, at school today.
It was weird because I was totally fine but while I was editing my essay I started to get this small headache.
It didn't bother me until it got worse later. After I finished editing my essay I tried to print it out but my flash drive was apparently "corrupted." Then I started feeling nauseous like I was going to throw up or something. I started to sweat and I felt like I was burning up. I had to sit down on the floor for awhile. I started to feel kind of tired too. It was weird and it lasted just until I got my flash drive to work again. 0_0 (From the first symptom to the last that was about a good hour or so.)
I NEVER thought I could or would panic over something like this. It seems so trivial (because it probably is).

Then again it could have been because I'm sick...but I feel almost completely better now...
IDK I just thought it was weird.
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List of things that are making me blue:
1.) I'm sick :(
2.) I have to finish a paper by Monday or Tuesday
3.) I have to finish another assignment by then
4.) I have to do another paper by then too
5.) Family problems ( won't get into specifics)
6.) Exhaustion...
7.) I have to finish an art gift request by a friend by monday or tuesday
8.) Finish an art sketchbook assignment by then too
9.) I have a test Monday

Why are all these assignments piled up?
I slept for the whole day friday because I was sick and exhausted (yet I'm still exhuasted...and sick!)
And today an unexpected family problem was thrown in my face...
All I have to say about that is respect your elders.
So I have tomorrow to get everything done...fantastic :-l

So that brings up the question why did I make this journal?
Simple. I just needed to vent and see what was on my list to do.
I know people have worse problems than me so I feel bad about feeling bad :(

But, lately, to me a pebble on the road looks and feels like a rock. A rock on the road is like a boulder. A boulder is like a mountain.
Everything piles up -_- but then again that's probably my fault too...
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I just read this:
www.aoltv.com/2011/12/05/exclu… :wow:

and I just about died with joy! I knew if we kept hoping and wishing and praying that Cas would come back it would happen!
I knew Supernatural wouldn't let me down! God I was singing (no I'm serious I was literally singing) for joy when I read this!
This news deserves a fan art! Which I will be working on RIGHT NOW!
I love you Supernatural for bringing Cas back no matter how you do it! :D
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